Motherfucker

I love my family I love my family ..

They said when you repeat typing a word over and over again, it makes sense after the assimilation of it happens to you. BUT motherfucker who knows it so long as there's a person acting on all sorts of shits and everyone's motherfucker getting annoyed.

Oh one of my friends sent me a text stating I am a white-short-freak as her first impression on me omg.

This is an inevitable embarrassment for me and isn't the first time happen to me, to be frank lots of my friends and relatives often making the same complaint of my scrawny body. ( It's overly obvious that those judgmental comments from outsiders make me think the way they say and even more judgmental of myself, ain't I ? )

Youths of our future generation are sick !!

Girls be like " oh ! I got to get well-dressed, trimmed my curly long hair and put on heavy makeup before meeting people outside there, who cares my mind is stuck with NOTHING with my IQ is negative damn .. "

Boys be like " Swag with ma ego and I motherfucker always stand above everyone I don't care I'm selfish enough to ignore motherfucker other's feeling Imma doing whatever I like to do damn .. "

Girls be like " Look at her, get drunk on jealousy what a shame on her and I ain't be bitchy like the way she acts, oh don't get me wrong, I'm just acting more bitchy like a wannabe whore in my school flirting here and there to get more attention, nothing more .. "

http://www.sepscience.com/Information/Archive/Titration-Solutions/2207-/Titration-Solutions-7-pH-Value-Conductivity-and-Titration-in-Water-and-Soil-Analysis

How to Test Soil

June Garden Update

https://www.rhs.org.uk/advice/profile?pid=239

how to test the soils 4 ways

http://www.wikihow.com/Test-Soil-pH

http://jeannegrunert.hubpages.com/hub/Testing-Soil-pH

Soil pH

We are gonna brush off a little bit of the dirt. And check out with the pH of the soil required,

http://shelly-mcrae.hubpages.com/hub/Test-Your-Garden-Soil-for-pH-Balance

Me was like Faintheated when was in the midst of city

Today wasn't a hot humid day but hazy weather covered our KL city.

This is my very first try walking down the extreme crowed street, just hopefully looking for a place to rest my fatigued legs and search for something to eat.

And yay, we spotted McDonald's restaurant just located at the road opposite. Hang on ! What had made my body thrived in the chill for a moment was the tacky crowds walking on the narrow streets.

We walked across the pedestrian crossing, basically we were running across the road, feel like we were being stared as retards by drivers or motorcyclist jaja.

Stunning one-day trip in nearby Dataran Merdeka was ended in horror of mankind.

Tomorrow we will be taking train again head down to Serdang for the Big Bad Wolf. Spontaneous urge to go there ok !

AMAs

AMAs

AMAs

BAD THINGS THAT COULD HAPPEN

VISUAL THINKER

THE WORST

awkward moment when all of my worst grades was learnt by .......... ( =,= )

fine, four papers need to conquer 

how am i going to face this music i had created ?

if this great bad news was passed to my mom  im dead certain that she would pass out 

i was going to be RIP very the soon dammmmmmmmmmmmmn 

DEATH OF FRIDAY

Consider the concentration of the standard sodium carbonate solution is c moldm-3 and v mL of hydrochloric acid is required to neutralize 25 mL of this standard sodium carbonate solution.

The reaction that occurs is:
2 HCl + Na2CO3 ~ 2 NaCl + H2O + CO2

From the above reaction it is clear that the neutralization of 1 mole of sodium
carbonate requires 2 moles of hydrochloric acid.

25 mL of the carbonate solution used contains
25c divided by 1000 =  moles of sodium carbonate.
Therefore the neutralization requires
25cx2 divided by 1000 = moles of hydrochloric acid.

Hence, find the concentration of the hydrochloric acid solution

CRY DIE ME

bello i hate chemistry i seldom make myself successfully approach it, including the subject of English 

i slacked off so much that i can't even believe that's my attitude towards such crucial exam

pacing out, dozing off, i often did them during the class

omg seems like my auspiciousness isn't on my side since me not committing myself to the any hard work

cry dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee me

HELLO

hey it's midnight now im facing in front of the laptop, not knowing what to tell, and please follow me on Instagram @suer_lim

well, since the golden opportunities are given to so i must treasure, be serious and sincerely make good use of them, and here's my wish to make me realize the greatest meaning of humbleness by helping people

i remember one of my friends in my former school, that she told me, warned me, gave me advice of never possessing greediness in your desire to possess everything. Yea, i realize it, understand it, and always take her advice in my daily school life.

can you imagine how time really does pass by so fast ? Within one and the half of years, neither long nor short period of time, i grow up, not physically but mentally. I take my every meticulous step forwards, fall down, push myself up, stumble through, facing shits and hoes, mistake learnt, move on, and so that's how i carry on with my life, learn to be stronger, like my some of my friends.

one of the most crucial lessons i have learnt, that there has no such thing of lone-wolf can survive longer in this society, everyone needs circles of friends, no one likes, or wants to be alone. You know the more sociable you are, the more benefits you can gain than the harms from the others. Teamwork, mutual understanding, connection and interaction, human should often move in group, but not individually.

today, i know what i want, dreams belong to those who know where they should belong to, and i clearly understand myself better, than the rest of people. Yes i made a wrong decision, but it's not that worst, so i must keep going down this path i chosen, if i did, i must do it to the best, make no waste on it.

you know i never want to let my mom down >)

SPLASHING DAY

awesome ! now only got a feeble intention of blogging out my electrifying day ( so-called sports day huh .. )

exhausting, tiring but exciting day i ever spent so far in my life, with my bunch of crazy friends, you know, when girls get together, the whole group would be growing more noisy than before, unfortunately, i'm the most known chatterbox in my group ( like Chan Gai Po ), perhaps .. 

wearing in sport attire, get my ass off to school and meet my buddies in canteen as usual, chat for a short time then head back to respective classroom 

jeez though it's the submission day of the chemistry assignments due to having not got them done yet so i deliberately put it off till tomorrow ( self-declared one evidently )

i'd feel freaking tiny whenever i'm wearing my T-shirt, perhaps my scrawny body seems too .. hmm

by the way, i notice that why those wealthy dmn rich youths are apt to have rabbit as pet hutching at home or in room, but i prefer tortoises because of their adorable tininess, cutiee man ! if it were to go lost at home, you would have to be very busy running them down from every corner, guess i've been experienced that when i was fifth grade ..

ahhhhh .. i still in the playing mood, that how me and my teammates come stampeding down the corridor, staircase and field to accomplish the tasks and mission given even though we miss out some of the station games 

but through this meaningful and enjoyable activity, lesson learnt is a must forever, making more new insane crazy friends is a priority as well, haizz kinda upset cause i forget to take selfie with them guys 

you know what kind of the games we play ..

upper six and lower students mixed together throughout the whole activity, and are fairly separated into 25 groups, each of the groups is given a paper and members should create a groupname tittle and slogan 

speaking this slogan, i come up with an idea like using the Thomas cup's slogan and we all slightly alter the words .. hmm 

stay tuned peeps 

TIME

arrrrrr .. i need more energy, hope it can be duplicated more

please go away playing mood, study time doesn't need you, and so am i

go away lackadaisical behaviour, i don't need, don't come to me after another

tons of tasks are in list-to-do, feeling shagged mentally

i need more time ..

( lmao im currently practising this song .. freaking hard to learn nia )

FUNNY ENOUGH

jeez guys here i am back since my last posting bout my stories

well, enrolled into new scl Desa Mahkota is not a bad thing after all though i need to do PA subject

btw again former KBians, i'll be like " oh my holy craps how come you guys fucking bitches again are same scl with me you kidding me ? please get out of my sight your presence is not welcoming in my list, you gt it ?! "

i endeavour so fucking hard to enhance my english speaking skills ( thats why i insist to speak in english with Maggie whenever we meet ) hope i will not get left out by the banana gangs

not gonna keep my new life wasting like a shit again so keep it alive everyday by making more new friends, embarking on everything, selfie-ing, of course never neglecting my study for my semester 1 in this coming November

speaking of my class, 6BS3, sounds so old .. but sincerely thanks God none of the holy bitches in my class, my greatest honour ever, but worst things yet to come across me, tuition ...... again the fate i doomed to attend the tuitions .. ( whatever la ignoring )

asshole, i super regret of not getting the position of AJK MUET ( i doubt too much and too afraid to act dammit )

hmm .. still a long surprises waiting ahead, i suppose i will blog them after they all are successfully executed

keep reminding myself of making more new friends no matter who they are, no haters no foes are allowed to occur in my long way of journey in scl

so anyway .. hope never to be over fanciful or doing whatsoever ridiculous stuff, never do sth that embarrassing myself in front of everyone again niaaaaaaaaaaaa

hmm .. be keen on my next mesmerizing stories

stay tuned peeps

HELP ME

Feel distressed about my Twitter now ..

I'm not able to log in to my account dammit

Just because I clicked the button of " reset password " and ended up  motherfxker waiting for the stupid locked account

T.T feel like gonna call names !!

PRAY

Second time I mentioned " pray " word in my bloggie, the first one is in the old blog of mine

Well it's March and everyone is going to yell out " time flies so fast " I even didn't notice that since my soul is still hollow, nothing gives me strength to carry on my next step

God please shows mercy to those on board, we all over the world are worrying about them .. our tears for them are from our hearts, they need to survive for their loved ones ..

We're ready to welcome them home with a big warm hug, it's filled with a bundle of loves

God please don't neglect their loved ones wailing lound praying hard for their return

菩萨慈悲心请让 MH370 的乘客平安回来马来西亚

My dear God please sends all passengers and pilots and crew members in MH370 back safely to Malaysia

We are waiting for them do come back early we are loving you all

TONARI NO KAIBUTSUKUN

Shizuku and Haru

They're so lovable

PISSED OFF

I'm pissed !!

I tried to avoid mumbling or being dumb like a mute but to no avail

My mon and sis accompanied me to take the train and we finally arrived at the Midvalley in time .. dammit I thought I'm gonna be late, but in fact the story hadn't ended yet ..

We kept wandering around and pacing up and down the street to look for the office because we had no inkling for the exact venue 

I felt so jumpy anxious and abit discouraged .. my mom suggested why don't we just go to their outlet and ask for the address ( ok, I spoke to a woman who was in charge of the counter and afterwards I felt 泄气, how fluent her speaking is, I acknowledged that mine was the worst )

Dammit the office is at the highest floor of a building, a very enormous huge building ( I gawk at it with my big mouth big eyes open wide )

The second shock came to me was at the moment I stepped into the spacious office ( not that luxurious la ) .. my expression was like ( °▼° ) ....

Why got so many beautiful female workers at here ?

I gawk at their wearing styles and gasp at their beauty .. how I admire their svelte figures milky complexion, so gracefully ( I lower my head and stare at my tummy .. opps I'm sorry for my bony body )

Well .. a clerk led me to a room and set me down, soon the manager came in ( seriously she's so strict and freaking scary ) even my voice and smile were trembling

In the end I felt desperate over the result of interview .. failed .... what ?

Walking out of the building I was fucking cantankerous .. I contemplated, just because I do not have any commitment and does it really mean I will not desperately put any effort in my work ?

One sentence of hers does pierce through my heart and make me awake .. my face went red upon hearing that ( I'm not going to share with you gus, maybe some day la )

fine, move on with life Katie, gambateh !!

I CAN DO IT

I'm thrilled to bits when I checked out my message at this afternoon

My resume is accepted by them ( quite childish I guess ) and they informed me via email, you know before checking out the mail, my mood was freaking bad

Actually I had missed their calls for three times due to oversleeping and after turning on my cellphone my expression was like oh my God at the moment I gazed on the screen

Of course I can't miss such a golden chance again thus I hurry pick up my cellphone and text ( deep down in my heart is shouting anxiety )

Ok I must do it well, believe in myself that I must succeed if not gonna feel ashamed of not possessing any qualities to live on

Perhaps I was too nervous and worried .. haha I phoned my friend ( she's always a perfect advisor for me to seek help ) giggling, she did really help me out .. muack thanks babe

My elder sister taught me alot regarding the sales ( 我纸上谈兵而已 ) the challenges are still waiting me ahead ..

Today the taste of soup is super super weird I can't stand it yuck .. sorry ....

So tomorrow is the day I must work hard yeah .. haha

A GIRL I MEET

Well last night we had our dinner at a Japanese restaurant ..

By the way I'm officially 18 years old ( that's not the point )

I meet a girl, an ordinary girl but looks pretty nice, wearing lens .. she's in her working attire and welcoming us with a sweetie smile lingered on her lip

She's so mature ( by judging her overall attitude ) I'm abit admiring her as she has the capability to deal with everything no matter how difficult it is

She seems so flawless, perfect .. well I like her sugary smile seriously

Ok I look up to her ♥ hope I can be like her such a hard-working, courteous, well-mannered and adorable girl

PLEASE

Moody ....

我想学日本语, 没钱

我想买自己喜欢的东西, 没钱

我想去理想中的学院, 没钱

我想和朋友们一起去喝茶, 没钱

我要打工 !!!!

拜托了, 请赠我一份工作, 我超需要钱

IDLE LIFE

Just browsing through some blogs which written by some sexy beautiful girls

Their websites are so awesome .. I mean .. the contents

They really make their world to the perfection, I can utter that .. they're flawless

How I wish could be like them

My background is not that wealthy, they can pursue what they want, they can make their own choices without worrying much

Even I would like to get some part time job my parent would absolutely not permit me

That's devastating frustrating !!

Okay apparently .. I've leisurely lounged on my comfy couch and watched my lovely anime for a month .. you can call me as a lazy bum

By the way I'm so lazy to write about my life of National Service .. ( forgive me )

Idleness dried my soul and weakened my body and slowed down my thinking .... what an immense consequence

just let it be on February .. no more next time

FAIL AGAIN

Why they want the full-time worker ?

I have sent my resume and gone for interview ( 难得爆出来的勇气 ) but all rejected

打击中 ....

( T.T ) what the f**k ....

Arrrr !! Maybe I can learn from my friend in tuition

She serves every customer

My elder sister tells me that I shall enhance myself to the best

我们人要懂得如何包装自己, that's how to impress the other peoples

So keen to go to swim again ( =.= )

ON THE WAY GO

Haha .. I hope I can be hired for the promoter or waitress

I hope my cellphone will show the message from the employer, " congrats miss you can come to work in your tidy working attire "

Hmm .. I don't think they are going to hire me since my speaking is not fluent enough besides my trembling  voice .. and I look very very childish

Arrrr !! Frustrated enough for me

Memorize again the what .... for the exam ? ( T.T )

我也是要加快脚步

I found the worst thing is applying for a job

I hate letting my life blank and tame and dull it's lifeless

Gonna put more effort in finding job

I realize that the life after high school is too damn tough to live

Everything has to be handled well on my own .. being so independent

Everyone, everyday, is busy with the money .. ironically,  human can't survive without a piece of paper, money ....

My buddies, some are doing part time job some have furthered their study in colleges

Sad to say now I'm the only one who is freaking fucking free at home

The sense of leisure gives me much horrid unpleasant feeling ( phobic to it )

Tomorrow is my ' khusus ' and got to wake up early

Sometimes you have to rush everything there's no time to wait or waste

PRETTY ME

Ya that's me .. 18 years old and my birth of date is 2nd of February

Big chance for me to do Form six because I have made up my mind

Well .... I'm not certain what I can do after returning from the camp

Hope the next morning mummy can bring me to find job nearby my house

This makes my life a bit tame and dull .. I miss my xiao zha bo group so bad

I pray for them .. hopefully they are safe and sound till they accomplish the mission

I have learnt many things and lessons from them and I realize that they are the most precious gift given by God that's .. true camaraderie ♥

I shouldn't give up on myself so easy .. I believe in myself that I can find my true happiness every day .. They say so ..

LOVELY BEACH

Muah haha ♥

Invest my precious time with buddies

Wake up late and have mouthwatering nasi lemak as our breakfast

Then depart at 8:30 am and head to Damai Beach

Play and splash and fun

OISHII

Do what I like without restraint huh

The memories just piss me off, I wish to tear them apart

I don't feel the nostalgia

Why was I after the past ? Sounds naive ..

Hate it, I shouldn't because it's no use, though I get used to do that

I detest it when I found that it's glowing, can you stop it ? It's so annoying .. ( >_< )

Okay by the way I admire reika-sama so much, l'm startled to find out his actual gender .. he is female ( =,=" )

But I'm still loving reika-sama .. she's awesome !!

I'm her fan and supporter ~

I hope I can be like her, visit many different countries and at the same time can earn money

To be honest she's the one I look up to ♥

Cheers suer ( ^.^ )

HUH

Photo editor did it, feel weird bout this picture .. capture capture capture

Look hilarious huh .... XD

OVERCOME IT LA

Morning ? It's noon dear ( ^,^ )

I feel my wound is very very itchy, I wanna scratch it ( >_< )

My hair is not long enough .. I found that it's so difficult to take care a long hair, I feel it's quite troublesome

Well, I just sign up a new account in instagram and feel bored ( maybe I can follow some awesome peoples with their awesome pictures )

I still can't believe that I can handle this kind of suffering on my own ( T.T ) although it's a bit painful

Three months .. I'm gonna stay in the forest for three months !! Man im not joking it's a truth 

Hopefully there will be no spiders or some kind of unknown, weird insects .. I detest them so much

My poor cheeks are getting more pimples pop out

My speaking in BM and BI is not fluent and I feel very nervous right now, I'm afraid that I can't communicate properly with others

Worry worry worry worry .. This depresses me man !!

无奈

最近我的星座预测或心理测验的结果都让我感到 .... 悲

我可以跳楼吗 ? ( =,= )

炸到

我很单纯善良 ? ( #_# )

我缺乏的是自信, 不善于表达。

我冷漠 ( ^3^ ) 有点嘛  ....

( ♥3♥ ) 帅哥美女都收下。

二次元是我的最爱了, 哈哈 ....

我在康复中 ( 算是吧 )

国民服务回来, 真的好多事等着我去办。

加油了 ( ^,^ )

COURSES

My sis's coming back from school

Okay, she's in the same class with her friend .. same goes to me in the past

And I just wake up ( cuddling my perry )

I don't feel like doing anything today

Or I can continue watching my animation

By the way, how I envy my friends so much that they can do their part-time jobs

I saw some of them working as the casher or promoter in the shopping complex

But I am the only one doing nothing but wandering around

Okay, my life is too short so just do what I like

I hate tuition, I hate studying once in a while ..

So if I study the course that I don't like .. I will regret at that time

Medical ? Too expensive my parent can't afford ( my first choice )

Pharmacy ? It's too common

Chemist ? My sisters don't encourage me do this

Vet ? Are you kidding me ..

Dental ? Wow, I can't accept this job

Accountant ? I hate staring at the numbers, this will kill my numerous cells in brain

Business ? My thinking skill is suck

Finance and investment ? Again related to account ..

Engineer ? The builing will be collapsing I guess

Graphic designer ? Everyone agrees with this .... what the heck !!

Can I jump the building off ?

LEVI SAVES PETRA

LEVI

Packing up for my first journey in 2014

National service

I hope it will not be boring

Enjoy la

I have downloaded many pictures of levi, feel satisfied

MORNING

Morning .. my mom's super loud voice wakes me up from my dream

Oh yeah, today is my little sistet's back to school day ( smile )

Gook luck on you my dear little sister, hope you will work harder in your odd subjects .. ( since she's in art class ) and take good care of your seni club ( try to recruit more members la ) .. XD

For my elder sister, hope she's able to pass her test in law ( oh please don't fail again you're wasting money )

For daddy and mummy, hope they're healthy, strong like a giant and don't get too stressed by their works

For my precious girls and besties, we aim to be more beautiful, right ? ( haha .. ) do your best and live the life to the fullness, dears .. and keep in touch forever

For my crush, you're suck, obviously .. but hope we're not gonna bump into each other again, let's move on and continue our own journey with the belief

For my dear perry, i'm gonna miss you so bad when i leave KL for months, stay calm and play hard

For a special girl, you're amazing always .. do your best in everything, get your passion back and have faith in yourself, you will never get lost ( hmm .. you're dead right ! It's me )

Stay strong, i'm starting my single life, no boyfriend at all .. haha

SHE CORRECTS ME

Fine, i was utterly defeated by an unknown person on facebook

In the begining, we keep chitchatting happily but her words scare me a lot

I guess she's too confident about her language

But i must admit that she's using the high-standard english to talk to me

She even corrects my mistakes, oh my ~

I was totally dumbfounfed by her serious tone and at last i decided to stop chatting with her .. i just feel ashamed

Dammit, it's so embarrassing

Next time i'm gonna improve my english language ( i swear !! )

The second day of new year, i have not turned in yet but keep typing .. XD

Feeling better right now after chitchatting with my friends on facebook

Thank you, he's such a nice man .. thanks for your advice and precious time

CAMARADERIE

Too obsessed with my blog

Gonna update it everyday

To be honest .. i hope my friends can stay with me forever because camaraderie really relieves me

Thanks to them, chat with me, accompany me, lend me their ears or shoulders, backmouth others, laugh together ..

I feel it, the warmth of friendship

Well, i'm gonna leave the KL for months and i will miss them so bad

They never abandon me like what he did to me

I SNEAR NOT CURSE

Odd feeling, daddy just bought me the new cell phone

( shouldn't i show my gratitude towards dad ? )

Yet i don't feel hyper at all for it

Feels like something is missing, no words can tell

Perhaps i've been lost in the mist for months .. i guess

Here's my place to speak my mind, but obviously, it's lonely

Sometimes i would hang on to the past, dwelling on them, they're really wonderful .... sounds like it's hurt

Yup .. they're gone .. vanished as if never occured in my life

Just a big vacuum left ....

And my .... smile ? Quite bitter ..

I wonder how my best friend think of me, a freak or an idiot ?

I keep trying to indulge myself in leisure, this keeps me feel better, at least i can get rid of the pain .. i guess

Time flies, my best friend said

Right now my best friend experiences the love, and i wish that she can stay blissful with her loved guy

All of my friends are doing well .. i shouldn't worry but feel glad for that

May be it's time to go, to give up on my last hope .. you know is him ....

Being ditched is really hurt, but it's a crucial lesson after all

I don't deny my mistakes i've done to him .. but i can't stand the crude treatment towards me, never ever

How am i gonna forgive him ?

God tells me the way i should choose but i have to suffer, it's not easy to go through either ..

The consequence of the past is suffering .. untold ..

I can't picture my next steps ..

I'm struggling in fear

Sorry i should not be a coward or a loser, i must be brave enough to fight for myself

This world is too cruel, if i don't fight i will die

NEW

Suer lim is here .. well i feel a vacuum in my heart

But i will aim to fill up my heart with rainbow

I vow .... :D