HELP ME

Feel distressed about my Twitter now ..

I'm not able to log in to my account dammit

Just because I clicked the button of " reset password " and ended up  motherfxker waiting for the stupid locked account

T.T feel like gonna call names !!

PRAY

Second time I mentioned " pray " word in my bloggie, the first one is in the old blog of mine

Well it's March and everyone is going to yell out " time flies so fast " I even didn't notice that since my soul is still hollow, nothing gives me strength to carry on my next step

God please shows mercy to those on board, we all over the world are worrying about them .. our tears for them are from our hearts, they need to survive for their loved ones ..

We're ready to welcome them home with a big warm hug, it's filled with a bundle of loves

God please don't neglect their loved ones wailing lound praying hard for their return

菩萨慈悲心请让 MH370 的乘客平安回来马来西亚

My dear God please sends all passengers and pilots and crew members in MH370 back safely to Malaysia

We are waiting for them do come back early we are loving you all

TONARI NO KAIBUTSUKUN

Shizuku and Haru

They're so lovable

PISSED OFF

I'm pissed !!

I tried to avoid mumbling or being dumb like a mute but to no avail

My mon and sis accompanied me to take the train and we finally arrived at the Midvalley in time .. dammit I thought I'm gonna be late, but in fact the story hadn't ended yet ..

We kept wandering around and pacing up and down the street to look for the office because we had no inkling for the exact venue 

I felt so jumpy anxious and abit discouraged .. my mom suggested why don't we just go to their outlet and ask for the address ( ok, I spoke to a woman who was in charge of the counter and afterwards I felt 泄气, how fluent her speaking is, I acknowledged that mine was the worst )

Dammit the office is at the highest floor of a building, a very enormous huge building ( I gawk at it with my big mouth big eyes open wide )

The second shock came to me was at the moment I stepped into the spacious office ( not that luxurious la ) .. my expression was like ( °▼° ) ....

Why got so many beautiful female workers at here ?

I gawk at their wearing styles and gasp at their beauty .. how I admire their svelte figures milky complexion, so gracefully ( I lower my head and stare at my tummy .. opps I'm sorry for my bony body )

Well .. a clerk led me to a room and set me down, soon the manager came in ( seriously she's so strict and freaking scary ) even my voice and smile were trembling

In the end I felt desperate over the result of interview .. failed .... what ?

Walking out of the building I was fucking cantankerous .. I contemplated, just because I do not have any commitment and does it really mean I will not desperately put any effort in my work ?

One sentence of hers does pierce through my heart and make me awake .. my face went red upon hearing that ( I'm not going to share with you gus, maybe some day la )

fine, move on with life Katie, gambateh !!

I CAN DO IT

I'm thrilled to bits when I checked out my message at this afternoon

My resume is accepted by them ( quite childish I guess ) and they informed me via email, you know before checking out the mail, my mood was freaking bad

Actually I had missed their calls for three times due to oversleeping and after turning on my cellphone my expression was like oh my God at the moment I gazed on the screen

Of course I can't miss such a golden chance again thus I hurry pick up my cellphone and text ( deep down in my heart is shouting anxiety )

Ok I must do it well, believe in myself that I must succeed if not gonna feel ashamed of not possessing any qualities to live on

Perhaps I was too nervous and worried .. haha I phoned my friend ( she's always a perfect advisor for me to seek help ) giggling, she did really help me out .. muack thanks babe

My elder sister taught me alot regarding the sales ( 我纸上谈兵而已 ) the challenges are still waiting me ahead ..

Today the taste of soup is super super weird I can't stand it yuck .. sorry ....

So tomorrow is the day I must work hard yeah .. haha

A GIRL I MEET

Well last night we had our dinner at a Japanese restaurant ..

By the way I'm officially 18 years old ( that's not the point )

I meet a girl, an ordinary girl but looks pretty nice, wearing lens .. she's in her working attire and welcoming us with a sweetie smile lingered on her lip

She's so mature ( by judging her overall attitude ) I'm abit admiring her as she has the capability to deal with everything no matter how difficult it is

She seems so flawless, perfect .. well I like her sugary smile seriously

Ok I look up to her ♥ hope I can be like her such a hard-working, courteous, well-mannered and adorable girl