PLEASE

Moody ....

我想学日本语, 没钱

我想买自己喜欢的东西, 没钱

我想去理想中的学院, 没钱

我想和朋友们一起去喝茶, 没钱

我要打工 !!!!

拜托了, 请赠我一份工作, 我超需要钱

IDLE LIFE

Just browsing through some blogs which written by some sexy beautiful girls

Their websites are so awesome .. I mean .. the contents

They really make their world to the perfection, I can utter that .. they're flawless

How I wish could be like them

My background is not that wealthy, they can pursue what they want, they can make their own choices without worrying much

Even I would like to get some part time job my parent would absolutely not permit me

That's devastating frustrating !!

Okay apparently .. I've leisurely lounged on my comfy couch and watched my lovely anime for a month .. you can call me as a lazy bum

By the way I'm so lazy to write about my life of National Service .. ( forgive me )

Idleness dried my soul and weakened my body and slowed down my thinking .... what an immense consequence

just let it be on February .. no more next time

FAIL AGAIN

Why they want the full-time worker ?

I have sent my resume and gone for interview ( 难得爆出来的勇气 ) but all rejected

打击中 ....

( T.T ) what the f**k ....

Arrrr !! Maybe I can learn from my friend in tuition

She serves every customer

My elder sister tells me that I shall enhance myself to the best

我们人要懂得如何包装自己, that's how to impress the other peoples

So keen to go to swim again ( =.= )

ON THE WAY GO

Haha .. I hope I can be hired for the promoter or waitress

I hope my cellphone will show the message from the employer, " congrats miss you can come to work in your tidy working attire "

Hmm .. I don't think they are going to hire me since my speaking is not fluent enough besides my trembling  voice .. and I look very very childish

Arrrr !! Frustrated enough for me

Memorize again the what .... for the exam ? ( T.T )

我也是要加快脚步

I found the worst thing is applying for a job

I hate letting my life blank and tame and dull it's lifeless

Gonna put more effort in finding job

I realize that the life after high school is too damn tough to live

Everything has to be handled well on my own .. being so independent

Everyone, everyday, is busy with the money .. ironically,  human can't survive without a piece of paper, money ....

My buddies, some are doing part time job some have furthered their study in colleges

Sad to say now I'm the only one who is freaking fucking free at home

The sense of leisure gives me much horrid unpleasant feeling ( phobic to it )

Tomorrow is my ' khusus ' and got to wake up early

Sometimes you have to rush everything there's no time to wait or waste

PRETTY ME

Ya that's me .. 18 years old and my birth of date is 2nd of February

Big chance for me to do Form six because I have made up my mind

Well .... I'm not certain what I can do after returning from the camp

Hope the next morning mummy can bring me to find job nearby my house

This makes my life a bit tame and dull .. I miss my xiao zha bo group so bad

I pray for them .. hopefully they are safe and sound till they accomplish the mission

I have learnt many things and lessons from them and I realize that they are the most precious gift given by God that's .. true camaraderie ♥

I shouldn't give up on myself so easy .. I believe in myself that I can find my true happiness every day .. They say so ..