PISSED OFF

I'm pissed !!

I tried to avoid mumbling or being dumb like a mute but to no avail

My mon and sis accompanied me to take the train and we finally arrived at the Midvalley in time .. dammit I thought I'm gonna be late, but in fact the story hadn't ended yet ..

We kept wandering around and pacing up and down the street to look for the office because we had no inkling for the exact venue 

I felt so jumpy anxious and abit discouraged .. my mom suggested why don't we just go to their outlet and ask for the address ( ok, I spoke to a woman who was in charge of the counter and afterwards I felt 泄气, how fluent her speaking is, I acknowledged that mine was the worst )

Dammit the office is at the highest floor of a building, a very enormous huge building ( I gawk at it with my big mouth big eyes open wide )

The second shock came to me was at the moment I stepped into the spacious office ( not that luxurious la ) .. my expression was like ( °▼° ) ....

Why got so many beautiful female workers at here ?

I gawk at their wearing styles and gasp at their beauty .. how I admire their svelte figures milky complexion, so gracefully ( I lower my head and stare at my tummy .. opps I'm sorry for my bony body )

Well .. a clerk led me to a room and set me down, soon the manager came in ( seriously she's so strict and freaking scary ) even my voice and smile were trembling

In the end I felt desperate over the result of interview .. failed .... what ?

Walking out of the building I was fucking cantankerous .. I contemplated, just because I do not have any commitment and does it really mean I will not desperately put any effort in my work ?

One sentence of hers does pierce through my heart and make me awake .. my face went red upon hearing that ( I'm not going to share with you gus, maybe some day la )

fine, move on with life Katie, gambateh !!